I'll be your best-kept secret and your BIGGEST mistakes.

Sleepless Night.

2012-02-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

I'm afraid, afraid of losing you
My heart breaks when I have no clue.
Being with you, makes me smile
Even though it's just for awhile.

I miss you, I miss you so much
After reminiscing you eating that hot fudge
Wake up cause I need you here,
To make me feel secure, in sincere.

Your love is so strong and bright
It leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,
When I'm dreaming hours seem as minutes
Because i cherish every moment with you in it,

Waking up to your voice “good morning”
Sends my heart and soul high a soaring,
Love is said to last only till death
But our love will prove stronger than our final breath,
What i am saying is i love you for heavens sake
And when we die our love begins again at heavens gate.

Iloveyou

2012-02-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

Hello, Goodbye.

2012-01-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

It's now the year of 2012! Can't believe time flies so fast. Well, I gotta say my countdown celebration was dabomb! Celebrated it with Mira Teks & Nas. My goodness I just can't believe the fireworks was amazing! Overall, my day was just simply awesome. Alhamdulillah! (Y)

To Mira;
Thank you so much for making my celebration a memorable one! 6 years of friendship and still counting. Hope you enjoy your countdown with me and Nas! Stay strong always as I'm here for you friend <3

To Bestie;
I gotta say 10 years of ups and downs and our friendship is still strong as ever! Thank you so much for making my day like you always do. Bunga api dia awesome kan Nas?! Haha. Hope you enjoy your countdown too! And you stay strong too! Kau jangan nanti pasrah2 plak dalam camp terfikir2 pasal N... Hehehe! Taklaaaa, kidding je.

To You;
2011 was a great yet not year for me. But now it's 2012 already, fast isn't it? We both didn't really had a great day cause of some misunderstandings. Yeap, it does makes me upset to know I can't celebrate my new year with you... Still, lets just put that all aside and forget about it. Let us think positive for once and make a change. Come to think back, we sometimes get mad at one another for some stupid reasons right? But hey, what's love without ups and downs? You know we deserve to be happy! I'm sorry for everything that has happened in 2011. Forgive me, will you? You know iloveyou ;)

You.

2011-12-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

I miss you. I miss us. I miss the times we use to spent together. I miss the times we laugh. I miss the times we had late night talks at West Coast Park. I miss all those happy moments. I miss how we use to be so happy, no fights, nothing. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss going school with you. I miss eating with you. I miss having small arguments that end up with laughters with you. I miss going to work with you. I miss all those question games with you. I miss skyping with you. I miss simply everything.

How worst can my holidays get without even having a whole day spent with you? Things are different now. I understand that you have to work to earn your own money but how long will this take? When can I have all these back? We went from being that "happy couple" to this "serious-all-the-time-fighting couple". I just hope after you're done with your work, everything's gonna go back to normal cause Imissyou. Don't let money ruined the happiness. :'(

2011-12-23T00:53:00.000-08:00

We fight. We laugh. We cry. We smile. We go through good times together, we go through bad times together too. We were once friends, we were then lovers. We share things together, we still keep some dirty little secrets to ourselves. We share the same birthday, but our personalities comes from a different world. But then at the end of the day, after all we've been through... We never fail to say ILOVEYOU.

I may be bossy, I may be bad, I may be rude at times, I may be irritating most of the time, I may be late like ALWAYS, I may be scolding you, I may get mad at you at times, I may say words that hurt you bad, I may even hurt you without even me realising it myself, I may be the one who spoils your day, I may even make you hate me for one second.. But whatever it is, you still accept all my flaws and stay. I'm sorry I'm not perfect but thank you for loving my imperfections.

I'm sorry for everything. For every second that I've hurt you, for the times I make you mad, for the times I say things that hurt you, for the times I made you walk away, for the times I made you wait for me, for the times I made you cry, I'm really sorry for every mistake I did and even for what's to come in the future. Forgive me now and then. I'm sorry.

I can't promise you that our "relationship" will be perfect but what I can promise you is that, as long as you're trying.. I'm staying. We've been through alot together, so please don't give up on me that easily. I'm just another normal human being who makes mistakes. I don't need you to be perfect, I don't need you to be at your best because you yourself have your own flaws. I love you for who you are.

You know, I can't describe the feeling I'm feeling right now. It's been awhile since I last love someone till I found this guy here. Well yeah, he actually did manage to win my heart over a few guys. Aren't you proud of that?

Well... Like I always say, we still have a long way to go. We still need an ending to our story, whether it is good or bad, everything lays on Allah's hands to decide. As long as I'm still strong and I still care, I'll do anything to hold our relationship tight. Be there for me, don't make me fight this war alone.

Let make this happen, Iloveyou.

2011-12-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

December it is and the next thing you know it's already 2012. I gotta say 2011 is a very challenging year for me. Gone through ups and downs just like i do too every single year. Well, school have come to an end for me. In about 17 more days to results and also in one week time bestie's off to serve the country. I gotta say I'm gonna miss my boy cause I'm not use to not having him around. Time flies so fast. I remembered when we talked about you asking me how is it like if you were to go in NS and I would just say it's gonna be different for me. Then times when you say you can't wait to go in NS cause there's nothing much left to do outside. Then next thing you know, one week left and you're good to go.

People come and go in life, some leave good memories, some just simply another lesson to be learn. But as for you my friend, you've always been there through it all. Whether is it good times or bad times, you were always there but it's just me that don't see it. Secretly but obviously you "accidently" read some stuff and you then know something's not right with me... You took the initiative to call/text me asking me whether I'm fine. And besides that, I don't know... You're just everywhere. This is what i call a defination of a True Friend. Thank you for being there for me all the time. Thank you for making me laugh when I'm at my hard times eventhough I didn't tell you anything. Thank you for accepting me as your friend eventhough I know at times, I do irritate you or even make you disappointed. Well, I don't know how to thank you for everything... But thank you. In one week time, I won't have anyone else to make me laugh, smile, to lepak with me everynight, company me go here and there, do silly stuffs, pull a prank on any random people.. Sigh. It's just gonna be different without you although I know you'll book out every Friday but by then you'll be tired and all you need is rest. I guess it's true that sometimes the things that are meant for you, you won't be able to see it. But as for me, I realise it now. It's you that is my true friend and no other. Thank you once again.

2011-08-08T10:58:00.000-07:00

call it KARMA

2011-06-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hello lovely readers.

Just got back home not long ago. Had a great time spent with Mady and Fra <3 Went to Along's place yesterday and baby J is super cute. Yeah... Along's house was daboom! Haha. So after dropping by Along's house, Mady and i planned to go out. Macam biase, naek motor and takde arah tujuan. Planned and planned and so we head to town. Yeah, window shop awhile. Didn't bought anything, nak save duit kate kan! Haha. So yeah, had a great great time. Pegi naek motor sesat, maintain ah kita. So ya, today I'm going off to Batam till Monday? Yeah, spending time with family. Hopefully there's stuffs that I can buy there. Bahaaa! Okay, gotta sleep! Need to wake up early later. Nighty night! :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3

For you, bestie.

2011-05-25T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hey readers.

I'm here to actually express my feelings before I go to sleep. Firstly, as usual it's been so long since I last update my blog. Well, what can I say. It's blogger and it's now 2011. Who in the world still uses blogs? Now there's better thiingys like Twitter and also Tumblr. Haha. Anyways, back to the topic. So yeah, I'm here to express everything, every single thought of mine and just simply every single thing I think about.

So, today is Wednesday, 25 May, 2011. I'm now lying on the floor blogging my way till I'm satisfied. I find this month is the worst month ever for me. Why? Cause I've been skipping classes due to lack of sleep. And that is also caused by me, myself and I. I chose to walk this path so it's just literally my fault. I hate to say this but I hate being the old me, the "TOO PLAYFUL" me, yknow? Hmm, anyways... Forget it. Thinking about all the projects and task given in school make me go wild actually. Never have I have a thought to actually quit school. I'm almost at the edge of breaking down and just forget everything cause what I want now is to just enjoy. But still, Alhamdulillah, my Iman is strong. Told myself to stay focus on school. I'm mature enough to think what's best for me and what's not. So I'm actually currently dealing with school and also my part-time job. So far so good, still manage to balance it well. No work, no money mah! Haha.

Oh well, just when I was drawing just now... Bestie texted me. Yeah, he did. Currently, he's actually having a hard time which I can see that. You see, here's the thing about this guy... He is such a nice and also indeed clever guy. But sadly to say, I think his brains aren't functioning that well enough to think mature for himself. I hate to say this bestie but what am I here for right? I know you will definitely say that you can't just rely on me 24/7hours but come on buddy, I'm here and will always be there beside you to help you. And when I say help it means HELP, not help help. You get what I mean bestie? It really does cheers me up whenever I get to talk to you and all cause we will never know when our time has come, right? So here the thing buddy... Let me make it simple for you. I, Farhanah Binti Mohd, hates it when my bestfriend, Nasri Nasir, does stupid stupid things. Like really stupid. I know I don't have the rights to control you on this but IF you ever did those stuffs, isn't it like gonna ruined our friendship? Or maybe not say ruined but tear apart. You know I hate it when you do all that. Hmm... Like I said, there's always other solution to solve it. And it is for me to know and for you to figure. Now, I'm not tryna' hit you with some religious stuffs but whatever it is Nas, you're in this world because of Allah. You believe in him don't you? If you do, let me tell you this... He's the bestest friend that will always and forever be there for you. Yes, it is HIM. Not me, not Wan and not anyone else. He's listening Nas, every single word you say. For once, he's doing this to make you stronger, to test you and see whether you remembers him whether it is on the good times or the bad times. Pray hard Nas. I'm sure if you are sincere enough with the prayer that you recite, he will definitely return it with happiness that you've been longing for. Allah kan adil, Allah kan maha pengasih dan penyayang. And also remember this, PATIENCE is the key to success. One more thing bestfriend, as long as I'm still living in this world, I will still be here to help you guide through all the obstacles you're facing. I won't and will never leave you hanging although at times I might be a little to bitchy, I apologise for every little sin I ever did to you. Never ever give up in life bestfriend.

Goodnight <3

2011-04-08T23:38:00.000-07:00

Evening to all.

Back to my old dusty blog. Its 11:23 PM now, currently listening to One In A Million - NeYo at Youtube. Anyways, two more days to school reopen and I kinda like miss school? Hell yeah.

Well, I browse through Facebook and I went to his profile. Goodness I feel super bad that I've forgotten his birthday. Like what the hell am I thinking? But then, i don't think its that bad right? Err, I really don't know. Okay.. Lets not confuse myself right now. I don't wanna think about it either.

So holidays was rather bored + not-so-exciting either. Hmm, funny. Oh well, I haven't do my project yet. Rabaks pers ginis. I really2 gotta buck up. Second year is nono playplaytime anymore. If yknow what i mean, ARENGGUEE! Hahahahahahaha. Kay lame.

Today is Friday, few more hours and its gonna be Saturday. Please let tomorrow be a good day for me. Please let it happen :( Gosh!

Today was rather short and a lil' grey. I don't know whats going in life actually. Sigh... Okay, stop... Lets not talk about it.

2011-02-05T09:58:00.001-08:00

See this man there. He's my dad. Yes, he was handsome before
and more better looking now.
I wanna thank him for being the most awesome-mest father ever.
Without him, i wont be in this world too.
Of all the men in the whole wide world,
whose praises are sung out loud,
there is no man whom I respect more,
Or of whom I am more proud.
Throughout the years,
you’ve worked so hard to provide us a happy life.
You’ve been there to help and give advice and you did it all without strife.
That is why on this day each year,
I pray all your wishes come true.
Today we celebrate your life, So Dad, Happy Birthday to you.

Morning lovely humans

Its 5th February, Saturday and also daddy's birthday. 9:37am it is now and i'm on ma bed, blogging while listening to music. I dont know where to bring daddy today. Hmm, oh well. Let me tell you this, digestive biscuits really work. Haha! Hell yeah, its been two days i've digested every morning. Like for real. Okay sorry, drop the topic. Hmm.. I've got nothing much to say though, i feel like blogging cause i'm bored. Bleargh -.-

Anyways, lets talk about school. Okay, first things first.. The school is getting more and more crowded. Yeah, after the January kiddos came into the school... There's no space in the cafe, noisy environment and blablabla. But i dont know, i cant blame them either. They are there to study, right? Well, maybe for some of them. Other day that, I'm in big trouble. I've signed the letter of promise that i'll turn up for class without being late and all. Then i got to find out my next week's schedule is tight! Yeah, Tuesday and Wednesday i've got work. Sad. How am i gonna say this to my teacher. I've even promised him that i'll turn up in class. Help help help! :(
Gosh, okay.. Lets not stressed up. I guess i'll just let it be for the time being.

Hmm... Life's been great lately for me. Well, maybe not really. But, whatever it is, i am still thankful that God have guide me through all the ups and downs. Yes, he's been here by myside all these while. If it wasnt because of him, I guess i'll have been down the drain trying to kill myself already. Well, I dont know... Maybe i'm too young to fall in love. Cmon, i'm still 17. Turning 18 this year though. What more can i ask from God. Life is too short to be emo-ing and stress-ing. Live life to the fullest while you still can. But still whatever you do in life, you have to remember that God is watching and will always be watching us. Whether we're doing a good thing or bad. He knows, everything. So think, think deeply before you do things that are not beneficial.

Dah lame aku tak blog.

2011-02-01T10:53:00.000-08:00

Sitting here, fb-ing, chatting, songing while waiting for the right time to bath and get myself ready for school.

Well, I just got back from Malaysia. Went there over the weekends for some family gathering with the kampung people. Lovely. Did nothing much cause its like only for one day. Duh. Went there, no shopping, no nothing. Well, maybe yeah. I bought myself a SPONGEBOB COOKIE. Great right, i know. So, Mardhiah sucks for not coming. Yeah she does. It'll be so happening if she did. What to do, she sucks. Hmm, waiting for my dad to upload the pics is like waiting for Singapore to rain prata. Right.... Nothing much to say.

So, the moment I reached Singapore, i switched my phone to normal mode and there you go... Messages bombared my phone. Right, then saw this unknown number asking me "Ni farhana eh?" I wonder who might it be this time, so i answered "Tak. Ni sape?" I know right. Then blablabla, got to find out it was FAIZ. GAHAAAA! Oh well, my luck. What to do, he's such a blur sotong but cute. Ahhh, so what.

So today school starts at 1pm but ends at 6pm, lengit! I know right, lagilagi dia tak datang skola. HAISH! Ape kan daye. Oh whatever. I have lovely classmates, yes i do. Especially my Inn Chocolatee <3>

So, seems like you've moved on. Very well. I've got nothing much to say cause you're not doing anything about it and not gonna do so. I see it very well indeed. Thanks for everything.

Truth.

2010-11-30T22:02:00.000-08:00

Sorry to say.

2010-11-21T21:42:00.000-08:00

Surprisingly I'm bored of you.

I hate this feeling but I gotta say that you don't amaze me anymore. I don't see any sparkles or stars in your eyes anymore. I'm not using you or whatsoever but this is the truth. I thought you were the one. I made a mistake the moment I accepted you and that mistakes was accepting you without knowing whats gonna happen next. I was dumb and so are you. I don't know why I'm like this now. I know you still do love me, a lot indeed. But I can't help it every time I see your face I just feel like swearing at you. I'm not saying this because I found someone new. Really, there's no one at all. How I wish you would read this cause I know I don't have the guts to say it to you. We've been through together for about 9 months. We see each others face in school, E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y. I don't know what's in your mind and so do you. I mean like, come on... I don't know man, what the hell is running in and out of my mind. Help me, anyone. But don't get everything wrong, I didn't say I don't love you anymore. Get it right first.

Sick.

2010-09-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

Runny nose. Sleepy Eyes.

10.00pm it is. Lying down on brother's bed while blogging and also watching him play "Call of Duty 4". Sister is beside me singing I don't know what song. I'm so bored and also sleepy. Like really... Well, today's school was okay overall. Did nothing much though it's only 4hours of school today. Currently multi-tasking. Chatting with Fahmi and Adi, also texting boyfriend while watching brother play his game and talking to my sister. How awesome is that? Haha. I love myself. Dopeee.....

Not again...

2010-09-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Nothing worth more than having a day without fighting with you.

2.25am. Currently lying down waiting for the right moment to sleep. Sobbing my way after having another fight with him. I just hate the way it is now. I'm having my mensuration. I hate the cramps. It's getting on my nerves. I can't control my temper. I'm trying my best but I failed. I never thought my night would turn out like this. My fingers are not working too well. Too bad i deserve it. I really got nothing to do. I can't sleep. I really can't. There's school later at 8am. I need someone to talk to, to cry to... Sigh.

Goodmorning.

2010-09-02T11:26:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Its 11.21am. School's starting at 1.30pm today. Currently sitting and waiting for the right moment to bath. Boyfriend's phone is getting on my nerves. I don't know how he can tolerate with it. Especially when it's at Bukit Panjang. Superb bad connection. Anyways, waiting for him to arrive under my void. I don't know why but I'm so lazy to go to school nowadays. Maybe it's because of the weather? Or maybe I'm still having my holiday mood? Or maybe it's just me? Weird life. Hmm, I guess I gotta go scrub the toilet.

Its gonna blow!

2010-08-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Today is a very lazy day for me and also for my family. Sat at home for the whole day, did nothing but stare at the computer. So, currently listening to "Feel again by Taio Cruz" and also chatting with beloboyfriend. Hmm.. Yesterday was a big day. Went to Geylang with cousins. The day before I went to Geylang too with Mardhiah. This week is so Geylang for me. I mean like throughout the weekends I spent my time at Geylang. So yeah..

So yesterday goes like....
My uncle came to pick me and my family up at about 6pm. Then my aunty.. Then off to Geylang to break fast. Then macam biase, bazaar jugaaaak~ The kiddos, not forgetting, played games at the bazaar. Omg, and they like won this light.. Which flashes like the police lights. I mean like.. Oh my gawwdd.

Okay, so I'm bored but chatting with boyfriend makes me happy. Like.. I don't know why. Like, always. Anyways, I'm so full. Thanks to buke, I love the food. I love mummy. I love my sister. I love myself. I love you. I love my bontot, Mashairi.

Okay bye. :0

What a start of the day.

2010-08-27T14:57:00.000-07:00

It's 2.46pm now. Currently lying down on my bed, doing nothing. Like when can I ever have something to do during holidays? Nothing except housework for me. So, today is not really a good day for me. It sucks the moment I woke up from sleep. Coughing so badly right now, too much of "sitting at home" makes me sick. Well, not gonna meet boyfriend today. He's having his own plans with his friends while I am going out with lovely Mardhiah today. Meeting her at 5pm to head off to Geylang. How I wish it was already 4.30pm right now. Gosh! I don't wish to sit at home any longer. Well I hope my night is gonna be great. Sigh.

Nothing feels better than having a good old blog back.

2010-08-25T15:23:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Well, I think I'm back with my blogger? I know there's not much people using blogger now but I guess I'll just use it for my own sake. Its 6.20am now, currently lying down doing nothing. Kinda bored, yeah. Boyfriend left me alone while he doze off to sleep. Its okay though. I love him the way he is. Oh well...

2010-06-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

URGH! Fuck mensus, fuck today, fuck everything.
I hate myself, i hate everyone.
I dont know why, i hate today!
It's just so wrong, so so so wrong.
Bloody hell, hate this fucking feeling.
Massive heartache.
Mood swing.
KDNMGKALSGNJKSRGNAJKSGAKJGJKGRASBGASRJKTNA SMKFAS KNMJGAS ASJKNJ!

2010-06-02T17:23:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend showed me this, I swear.

2010-05-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

Specially for Mashairi

Duh~
Did nothing much today, school.
Went to Changi Naval Base open house.
Its was fun, wow.
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Okay bye.

2010-05-15T23:35:00.000-07:00

I love today, right Mady?
*evil smile >=]

2010-05-10T15:24:00.000-07:00

I hate it when we fight.
I just hate being far away from you.
Today's just not right, really.
I dont know why im being so troublesome.
I feel sad right now.
I feel bad, frust, everything!
Its all my fault.
Im a troublemaker.
Im sorry boyfriend.

2010-05-08T21:21:00.000-07:00

Thank god i finally figure out how to put move the photo album in my phone.

Gosh, wasted that i deleted all those pictures.

Ohmygod, it has been so long since i've blogged.

I mean really, i've been busy with school.

Although i dont know what i am busy with but i know that after school im always tired.

I dont know why either.

Tried to fight my eyes just to blogged but still failed.

Anyways, school has been so so... i dont know how to say indeed.

I got freaking debarred from auto-cad exams all due to my freaking poor attendance.

Damn Rahimah for that. -.-

Luckily there's such thing as this appeal form.

All i need to do now is hope for the best that majority let me take the exams.

Gosh, i wouldnt wanna spend another six months in ite just to finish up my freaking auto-cad.

Who would wanna do that. -.-

Anyway.. currently listening hannah montana's song which my sis on.

I dont know why the hell im singing to it.

Oh whatever it is, im bored to death right now.

Home, just me and my sister.

Parents gone somewhere, brother at poly camp.

Gahh, the house is so quiet!

Rot at home the whole day.

Did nothing except face the freaking lappy, gaming, entertaining myself.

How great is my day.

Tomorrow is mother's day and so is my third anni with boyfriend.

Hmmm, i bet i'll be out with my family.. going somewhere to eat.

Gahh, talking about eating... I'm growing fatter, especially my stomach.

Its so big, gosh!

Oh well, boyfriend says stay that way... so i'll let it be then.

Im bored and lazy to continue typing too.

I feel dirty, i think i wanna go have my shower.

Ahh, it feels good after updating.

Bye people.

2010-04-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

I won't talk much as I will let the pictures do it.

Went to IMM, BALIthai.
Celebrates nenek's birthday in advance.

Bye Idiot.

2010-04-22T23:15:00.000-07:00

Hello readers.

I love myself, as for today. I don't know why. Infact, I love myself like everyday. Gaha, I'm being super random right now. Well, it's Thursday today. School was normal, short. Did nothing much in school except talk, attend class, write, listen. Yeah, after school planned to watch "Date Night" with boyfriend but cancelled due to alot of problem. Damn! I really wanna see that show. But nevermind, planned to catch it next week before it's over. So, currently listening "Miley Cirus - When I Look At You". Such a nice song, heartwarming. Boohoo! Nothing much to do tonight, feeling so tired right now. I have no idea why, the weather is making me super sleepy. I mean really, haha. Oh yeah, and my throat is killing me, all because of this disturbing cough. Faggot. Bloody internet, lagged like there's no tomorrow. I wanna get my own laptop, or maybe netbook. Hmm, money money money.. Such a big problem. Anyway, I'm bored, really. Facebook is dead and also lagging. I don't know what is boyfriend doing at home. But I'm currently chatting with this Ryan Fanatic, he's the only one that is entertaining me on msn. Sadder -.p

Tomorrow's Friday. No plans after school, no nothing. Maybe hang out with dearest ex mates? Hopefully. I miss most of'em. Oh well, I gotta get my medicine and head to bed. School starts at nine tomorrow, not cool. I don't have enough sleep.

Bye.

2010-04-16T13:05:00.000-07:00

Done with the first week of school, thank goodness.
And I really gotta fulfill some of the things for next week.

Well let me list it..
- Attend every single lesson start from the upcoming Monday
- Attend P.E
- Attend Auto Cad
- Be early for class

Yeah, well not that much but it is so hard to fulfill this four things. Gosh!
I really gotta buck up man.
To be honest, the first semester of school, nothing goes in my mind.
My daily routine for school was attend class, mark my attendance and walk off.
That's it. Hmm...

I'm bored.
Today's school was short indeed. Reached school at 9.30am, lessons starts at 9.00am.
Did nothing in class, really.
Oh well, I'm bored... Really.
Bye love, Bye Earthlings, Bye Readers, Bye everyone.

2010-04-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

Nizam's, Nasri's, Farhanah's.
NOT FOR SALE!

Boredom strikes when we were having out break just now at school.
Did nothing much today, it was the first day of school after a long break, indeed.
Went to school obviously, same routine, show myself in class.
Went home then.
My blog is dead, i mean really, Nasri is the only one who reads it, bestie.
Currently browsing with my facebook, chatting with long lost friends, i love this feeling.
I'm bored and that's all i can say, but not really all that.
I'm a confused today, i know, do you?
Maybe I'm just bored, I guess so too, right?

To bestie, simple and easy.
I'm a friend to you, same goes as you are to me.
We talked our heart out just now, and it feels good i bet.
I wish we could just sit again and talk like how we did just now.
Letting out what we feel and sharing our feelings.
That's what i like about today.
Go lead your life like how you want it, no one can stop you.
I bet you'll be as a millionaire when life's the way you want it.
I'll pray hard for you when I still can, but you must remember that I'm not invisible.
Don't let anyone pull you down not even your girlfriend cause it will definitely ruin simply everything.
I hope what I've said or advice or maybe done for you goes in your head and never coming out.
Remember, whatever it is, we'd settle things maturely and I'm always here for you no matter whatever shits I'm facing.
I love you bestie, that's true.

2010-04-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

when it comes to you, its always BAD! why? why can't you just give me a BREAK? what did i do SO WRONG that it made you react this way to me? what is it about me that you just wanna scold me everytime? do you know that i kinda HATE you right now? why am i ALWAYS your target? fuckthewhat man, just when i WISH my day would be great... yet you HAD to ruined it. oh, what a day. talking about you makes me sick. oh god, when will this shits stop? i can't stand it any longer, i just wish i could confront him as i know nothing will work though.

sorry, i just need to let it out.

2010-03-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

Second post of the day.

Just got home after meeting Fareena and Nasri. Slacked with them and had fun at cyber cafe. Jammed SA with Nas and also laughed my ass off with Reena. So currently chatting with chatters. Haha, obviously. What a great day I had today. I mean really, its just so relaxing.

Oh well, I gotta say... Mirra's damn twits spam my inbox man! Coool~ Same goes to Mary. Haha. Nothing to say about it, their twits entertain me. :D

Anyway, currently chatting with this new friend in msn called "adii". He's so freaky but cool though? Haha. He's a nice guy.

I'm bored, goodnight readers.

2010-03-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

Afternoon readers.

Kinda bored at home right now. Nothing much to do, planned to rot at home all day today. Lets see if it's successful. Gaha! So currently listening to Colbie Caillat and I gotta be honest.. Her songs sound better if its only her and the guitar. But oh well~ The sky is so turning gray right now. Feeling the strong wind rushing throughout my windows. Lights to be turned on at this time. Hope its gonna rain cause I feel like playing in the rain right now. Yeah!

2010-03-26T20:41:00.000-07:00

It started off with a perfect day. Great weather, home alone, clean house. All i did was rot all day at home. It was just fine till some part of the day came. It turned a peaceful nice day to a disaster. It was so bad till I just feel like sitting alone, in my room and just cry. Why does this shits happen? I don't know either, only Allah knows. Well, I don't wish to go any further but today is not my day, really.

To bestie ;
Yaw brok! You know what? Being away from you makes me feel more closer to you, yknow? What i meant was you going to work and all.. We seldom lepak with each other anymore, it makes me feel that having a friend like you is great. You wanna know why? Cause you never forget me as a friend and I know that. Oh well, I know I'm just being a little random here. I just feel like sharing though. You're a good friend.. Lets not ruin our friendship, yeah?

2010-03-26T19:56:00.000-07:00

22 March 2010, outing with Nas && Alina.

23 March 2010, Ite's Chalet.

2010-03-21T11:27:00.000-07:00

HometeamNS Pasir Ris Chalet

Goodmorning readers.

I have no idea why but I just feeling like blogging early today. Haha, i mean really. I think I'm getting too excited about this upcoming class chalet. Oh gosh, i wish i could...

Anyway, I'm bored. Really, I wanna go out today! Anywhere, Anytime. I just wanna go out, someone please bring me out. -.- Lol.

Hmm, I guess I'll just continue my post later then..

2010-03-20T19:58:00.001-07:00

What a wet Saturday.

Spent the whole day out with my family to IMM. Reached there at about 2 and had our brunch. Then we brace ourselves and walk around IMM, and done.

Take care, I'm tired.

2010-03-18T17:48:00.000-07:00

Heyya people.

I miss blogging somehow. I don't know why all of sudden. Anyway, for those who's been waiting for my return. I'm definitely back from KL, Malaysia on Monday night. Haha, sorry I didn't get anything for you guys as I didn't bring that much of cash there. I definitely enjoyed myself there, shopping, sight seeing. It was just great. Didn't achieve my A&W but its alright, I get to eat Malaysia's KFC breakfast at 4am. Haha, weird yeah? I know. Brought home weird stuffs example accessories, clothing, headwear. Hahaha!

School holidays is near! And its damn three weeks. Hahaha, can't wait. One more day of school, which is so tomorrow. And next week is wow. Class chalet. Superb man, haha. Can't wait for the day. I'm so enjoying myself this few months. I have no idea why.

Oh man, I'm so hyper, I don't know why. I feel like posting a long one. Hmm, I'm so getting fatter. God damn it, I so need to jog man. Burn my fats, burn everything. Hahaha, I mean really... I feel fat, I feel lazy. But nevermind, it takes time. Haha.

So currently addicted to Jason Mraz and his songs. Especially the song "Please Don't Tell Her". Oh well, he is always my favourite. He's the guy that I would pay to go to the concert. Yeah... He's so good. Haha, oh well.

Today's school was okay. Did some hands on, hydraulics. Woo, oil squarting everywhere, Mr.Low otak kuning as usual. Oh well, I don't mind getting dirty cause this kills my boredom. Haha, quite fun. After that, sat in the class and watch "Tom & Jerry" for CARE lesson. O H M Y G O D ! right? Haha. But I didn't get to watch all.. Was so busy copying the Job sheets. Oh well, kate hardworking lah kan. EHEM! Okay joking. Hardworking kebabai.

I'm so bored, I mean really. I wanna go out with boyfriend but I so don't know where to go. Any recommendation people? Any places that's KEBABOOM besides movies? Oh well, if you do know any places, please do tell me. Thank you very much.

Hmm, anyway... Holidays is in next week and I wanna work. I mean, atleast work for time being and atleast have some cash in hand. Haha. Lets just see whether I can still work under Kelly's. -.-

Okay, I guess I'll stop here.
Adios.

2010-03-11T14:10:00.000-08:00

Boohoo! I'll so be off to Malaysia for four days and I swear I'm gonna miss ma boyfriend. But nevermind, its only for four days. Right? I'll still be back by Monday... Anyway, currently listening to "Baby by Justin Bieber". Haha, and also 4shared sucks at this point of time -.- Its so not working at my computer. C'mon, I wanna download songs! Oh well, bags are ready, everything's done doing and I guess I'm ready to go! Gosh, I'm so feeling cramp. Really, hate this feeling. Don't tell me its coming, I so hate it. :s

Oh well, hope I'll enjoy myself there. And I so wish to eat A&W ! Hahahaha.

2010-03-09T20:25:00.000-08:00

Nine February Two Thousand Ten.

Today's our day! And gosh, one month with ya feels like a year. No, I mean really. We didn't celebrate much on our first month anni but its okay, I still enjoy my day with you. Laughing together, haha. It feels good though. It doesn't have to be our anniversary day just to feel good. Everyday, every second when I'm with you, I never fail to laugh or smile and its all thanks to you. Oh well, what else can I say... My hawtstuff is the best. I love you boyfriend and you're mine. Lets last long and be happy, booohoooo~

Anyway, today's a good day for me. Yeah, it is indeed. School was great, had test and yeah. Oh well, thank god for today.

2010-03-08T22:36:00.001-08:00

I guess what all my friends said about it is right. How long more can I even hold this up to? Why am I being so lenient to you when you do even care about my feelings? Who am I to you? A total stranger? It's been quite awhile that we've known each other, don't you even study what kind of person I am? I know I've studied you enough! I think I can even make a story of you out of no where. Is it me who's being too nice or is it you who's being mean and unfair? Seriously, if I could just sit with you and talk.. I'm sure I have truck loads of questions for you to answer. But too bad I know it'll hurt your feelings somehow, i hate it when that happens. I do all these stuffs for you cause I care! But you're making as if I'm a 'TISSUE'. Why is this happening again? You use me when you need something, you throw me away when you don't. Sometimes you say all those ''good'' stuffs about me or even about the stuffs that you owe me.. Do you really mean what you've said? Or just to make things feel better? I don't know. I feel so hurt, so USED. I feel dumb especially. Let me tell you this, I'm lenient to you because I care for you. I know how's your family background, your life, how are you living with it that's why I care! If you think you don't need any sympathy, you can always tell me yknow.. So I wouldn't waste any of my time and effort on you. Seriously, you're not helping me man? You're making things even worst for me. I kept quiet on everything that you did to me. I keep all the frust inside cause I don't wish to hurt you at all. I care for your feelings but what about me? Do you care about my feelings? I don't think so. But nevermind, it's okay. Friends may think I'm crazy cause I keep giving you second chances or maybe more? Let me tell you this, I don't mind giving you second chances as long as you are willing to change for the better. I mean seriously. I shall not mention names same goes to all the wrongdoings you did cause I know it'll be shameful for you. I didn't blog this for fun, I blog cause I feel bad for you. So, I hope you'll realise your mistakes as soon as possible cause I can't stand it already if things keep happening.

Take care then.

2010-03-06T10:36:00.000-08:00

Goodmorning readers :)

Wow, i feel so fresh today. I have no idea why, i guess i slept for too long. Well, currently chatting with boyfie and listening to Bullet For My Valentine - Say goodbye. Nothing much to do though in the morning. Waiting for mum to finish watching her drama then off to polyclinic. Damn my eye, so the painful siolsxz! Haha, i mean really. Its bengkak! Gahh, i have no idea why. All of sudden i get this shit. -.-

Oh well, i guess i'll post more later.
Shuddup bitch.

2010-02-27T01:40:00.000-08:00

Hey hello. :D

Its been awhile, haha. I miss blogging somehow. Thanks to bestie, I got the mood to blog tonight. Anyway, just came back. Yeah. School's been rocky this week. Uhuh~ but i love it. No idea why.

Been addicted to the song Mary Jane by The Click Five. I know right? Haha, okay. Prangai so the MADY~

So slacked with bestie just now, and talked non-stop like we usually do. We slacked at the place we used to sit during secondary times. Sat there and the talks started. I told bestie, the moment I sat and I started to flashback all those beautiful memories during secondary. How much i miss my lovely classmates. How i wish it could just happen again. But seems to me like everyone's busy with their life. I mean really, we rarely see each other anymore. I don't know why though. Nevermind, don't wanna talk about this.

Anyway, i had a fun time today. I mean really. Though i didn't do anything much but its just fun. I don't know why but i know i'm weird. Haha.

So webcam-ed with boyfie just now and talked on the phone. Gahaa~ Tomorrow is his day. Italent at Vivo and he's performing. Hope it turns out great as he is SICK. -.-

Anyway, i think i better end here. Gotta wake up early tomorrow o.o

Gotta catch some concert! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, MOVE BITCH

It's been two weeks plus with you.

I definitely enjoy every moment.

Your eyes and your smile just simply brightens up my day.

I don't know why its so simple for you to just make me smile.

I mean seriously, I don't know what is it with you...

I feel so comfortable when I'm with you.

You're unique in your own ways.

Honestly speaking, you're like no other.

You're the first one I've given so much love to.

You're my addiction dude~

Remember, i ain't a STMF, right boyfie?

2010-02-21T21:55:00.000-08:00

Wassabe peepos!
Gaahaa, i miss blogging somehow? Lol right, i know. So, just came back from RAMEN TEN. Since tomorrow is abang's birthday, we decide to celebrate in advance. Teeheee~ Then, also did had a big dinner there till dad captured a photo of a 8 months pregnant woman. XD What the hell, haha. Anyway, I'm tired. Tomorrow's school, gosh. -.- So not in the mood. Happy birthday in advance to Abang. Boohoo, he's 18. So legal 18, great~

DADs for Life

2010-02-16T23:03:00.000-08:00

WCP was ooooolala~
Photos was ketangtong!
Hawaii as a theme was kocikocikoci~
Games was omboomprak!~

TAAAADAAAAAA

2010-02-12T21:52:00.000-08:00

You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
You can't do all the things better than anyone else's.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So:
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of being you.

Then:
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you'll be able to make that difference because there is only one 'you'.

Was reading my own blog in the archives and I found this poem. Thanks to boyfie. You know, reading back the post in the past makes me laugh. Was talking to him just now when he suddenly opens a topic about something that made me so curious! Dope. Anyway, today was a short day indeed. Went to school, not so late. LOL, yeah. Reached, as usual took attendance and then start some practical. Did Pneumatics. Basically played with air and also the double acting cylinder and stuffs. Haha, me, Nas and Nizam did on our own and I must say, we're pretty good at making unlogical stuffs that doesn't has anything to do with the practical. Haha, I mean really.

So after school, didn't slacked with boyfie. :( Decide to give it a rest for today. Haha. Went to slack with bestie after school, as usual. Then after that, went home and do nothing.

So may be going out tomorrow. No idea to where, lets just see how the plan goes... (:

2010-02-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

NINE FEBRUARY TWO THOUSAND TEN!

2010-02-09T18:50:00.000-08:00

I hate today, really.

Started with a late morning. Went to school with normal peepoos which is Nas and Zam. Dope -.- Supposing to go school with him but too bad. Anyway, reach school late as usual and started work at workshop. File here, file there. Lol. Then it was break, ya.. Nas and Zam wanted to go home, and apparently they did. -.- They LEFT ME ALONE, grrr. But nevermind, went with Mas and gang. XD Then went to class after break. So did nothing much during the second period but went to the computer lab to do some survey? Yeah, then it was home time. Went back with Mas and ya ........
blablabla. Don't wanna talk about it, DOPE.

ilovehim

2010-02-08T21:33:00.000-08:00

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gosh, hate it.

WARNING :
To those who're chatting with me, whatever link i sent you.. DON'T CLICK. I don't wanna be responsible. Teeeheee~

Anyway, i just posted about 15mins ago? LOL. Just came back after a SHORT trip down to the swimming pool. YET, got rejected. I couldn't went in, dope. The aunty was like

Aunty : "you have to be out by 9pm"
Me : "what time is it now then?"
Aunty : "Five minutes to 9pm"
Me : "-.-"
Aunty : "Haha, you came here just now right?"
Me : "Huh? Oh, ah ya ya."

Lol, she saw a twin of mine. :D Haha, kay. Whatever it is, she made me smile. LOL! Anyway, chatted with dearest Yat and then he told me something meaningful too though.
"Take each day as it comes. If it's a good day, then you praise the Lord Allah for giving it to you. Life's is unfair."
Thanks friend. (:

2010-02-08T21:11:00.000-08:00

i feel so LOST.
i feel so FRUST.
i feel so DOWN.
i feel so EMPTY.
i just dont know why.

i wanna go down,
go somewhere quiet, relax
somewhere where i can be all alone
with just music or maybe strong wind
god, ease away this shit.

i hate this feeling
this feeling of misery
this feeling of loneliness
this very negative feeling
for goodness sake, take it away

this feeling makes me lazy,
makes me tired
makes me sad
makes me feel lke going to the swimming pool
makes me wanna EAT!
and also makes me talk all nonsensical.

booohooo~

2010-02-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Boo!

Gosh, lets not say much cause i'm already sleepy! So today morning, had to wake up early.. Due to that damn parent meeting -.- DOPE, went to school with mom. Reach at about 9plus? Haha, yeah. Had some talk going on, so on and forth. Then after parent meeting. Mom went home and Nas accompanied me to Simei ITE for my ITALENT! Hah, didn't wanna do it cause my "friend" had to back-out at the last minute! (what a great friend) So unfortunately i went alone and sang alone. True friends of mine gave me courage and motivation, I love you guys. Especially Rafi, you told me that I had the guts to come here alone. That made me proud, thank you very much Rafi. Anyway, went to audition and I sang my heart out and gave the very best. Judges were smiling at the end, that made me smile too. Haha. So after auditions, went to Clementi with Nas and Mas to get something to eat... Since I'm too noisy and impatient. Then Nas was pissed cause he couldn't get the eggtart that he wants since morning, so he went home. Left me and Mas, so we slacked under my void deck, waste time and went home. TAAADDAAAAAA ~

Now i'm chatting with dearest YAT here, haha. He's so making me laugh. You never fail to do so, haha. XD lets let the pictures do the talking now, i'm tired.

2010-02-02T20:24:00.000-08:00

Today's school was okay. Tired indeed. I don't know why but I just felt so restless at school.

Something strikes me while i was on the way to school, in the bus... Anyway, it all started early in the morning... Saw this handicap kid, boarding the bus.. Alone. She tapped her card then sat at the front. I watched her, as she was reading the nespaper. Then I felt sad all of sudden, i don't know why.. And I think. Seeing her in this situation then makes me realise.. Why waste my weekends doing nothing when i can go out and help those needy people? Maybe not by giving money, but maybe show some love to them. I just feel like helping those needy people. The old people in old folks home, I felt really fortunate to live happily, healthily. I mean, really.

Oh well, that's just what I think though. Anyway, kinda bored now, doing nothing. Italent is so THIS SATURDAY! OMG?! I don't know, I'm scared. My partner's feeling is even worst!
Hey partner, don't you dare quit! If you do that, I'm so gonna rape you!
Anyway, we only got about 3 more days to practice? Haha, goodluck ah. XD

Kay lah, bye!

2010-01-31T23:05:00.000-08:00

He calls himself HE-DIE-AT.

He's a new friend of mine, and he's funny. Haha, not forgetting, slumber too! One look at his face and BOOOOOOOOM! He's one blur boy. Geeees, joking eh Yat. :P
Anyway, look at him... Gaha! He's so kurangajar, that he went offline without saying goodbye to me you know! Pandai betol ni Yat. Haha, kesian die besok skola. XD
Hehehe, same jugak ngan orang sini yeeeee~

Kay I'm done for today, shoo shoo!

2010-01-30T22:00:00.000-08:00

Enjoyed volleyball as much as I enjoy the sunburn right now.

Like dope, it feels so painful like as if it's burning my skin. gosh, whatthehell.

Nevermind, I'm tired. Lets just let the slideshow/pictures do the talking yeah?

Take care, lovely earthcreatures.

2010-01-29T19:52:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, seriously. I hate you? I don't know why but you're acting so weird towards US this few days. Due to that matter? Okay, I'm not tryna' say it's a small matter but you don't have to put the blame on me and him. That's really not necessary YOU KNOW?! Yeah, at the same point of time.. Why are we your target? Why? Is it because you don't trust us? YOUR OWN *****? Hello mister, think properly lah. We don't live in this world to do such a stupid thing okay? WE HAVE BRAINS, like you ALWAYS say. Like duh? The moment I went home just now, you opened the door and gave me that "oh, what the hell" look. Fuck the what right? Please lah, you're making me sick and tired listening to the same question that she have to ask us. Why don't you ask us yourself? Why must it be her? It's not her problem at all, it's YOURS! For goodness sake, if you really really don't trust us already.. Why don't you just lock your door? Or maybe put some rules like "No entering the house unless you're at home". Come on lah, I'm not tryna' say anything. But I'm just tryna' make a point that why must we be your target. Seriously, that is really not necessary. And of course, I hate your fucked up attitude. Really, I wanna tell you this but too bad... Too bad I have someone nice like her to stop me. And also, I hate your "THAT FACE". Go wash that freaking fucked up face of yours lah. Pooky~

2010-01-27T06:15:00.000-08:00

Happy Three Friends.

KongKongKong! Anyway, school's been awesome.. Haha, especially when I have them with me. Boohooo. Currently busy with school stuff, been tired lately and all. Maybe that's why I didn't blog that much already. Haha. Macam paham eh. I know, i know. Anyway, I'm bored right now. Have nothing much to do. Mum's not home, brother's not home. Rumah senyap semacam seehhh. Hmm, anyway... italent is in about ONE WEEK time. And hell yeah I'm nervous about it. Damn it, how I wish I could just cancel it. Haha, but then too bad Reena have to suffer.

OMG! Focus on my face... XD

Hahahahahha, anyway.. I'm getting tired.

Take care peeps.

2010-01-25T13:45:00.000-08:00

Oh well, its been quite some time since I've blogged. LOL
I'm tired, back from school. Nothing much to do though.
Dad's at home, dope. -.- (hates it)
Missing some people.
Nizam's friend is hot, haaaaa~
Raj is cute, duh -.-
Boohoo, I miss mady.
Whale is 24hours disturbing me, not.
HAAAAA, last weekends went out with lovely people.
Nevermind, I'm tired.. Lets let the pictures do the talking.

23 January 2010, Clarke Quay.

24 January 2010, Pioneer Swimming.

2010-01-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

Great.

School was awesome indeed. Great classmates, enjoyable lessons. But some are just ruining my fun. I don't know what are you guys up to but who am i to you? Then who am i to them? I'm not trying to compare anything or anyone but its just that you guys are OVERREACTING. Sorry to say that but yeah.. Its true. You guys keep thinking he's my "bf", what the hell? Come on lah, stop acting childish... I mean really. You guys know nothing about me and Nizam. He's my friend since primary school, nothing more. So please, don't judge us if you don't know anything about us at all. AKU BINGIT TAU TAK?! Asek2 dengar same bende! "Ye lah, dah ade kawan baru tak ingat kawan lame." Kawan baru?! Eh, die kawan lame lah siak! Sial ah, bikin wah fed-up je. Diam ah..

2010-01-19T22:41:00.000-08:00

"Freckles"

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

This song is for the girls out there who thinks that they're not perfect,
don't think negative :)

2010-01-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
We have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.

When I needed someone to cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder to lean on,
And a hug to make me feel better.

You know how true it is,
When you know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always be best friends.

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you its beauty
on the days your feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
you could call it your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone

If I could take yours troubles
I would cast them into the sea
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me

I can't build a mountain
or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best
A best friend who's always there

So as time passes and days go by,
Just remember that when you need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friend.

2010-01-09T14:59:00.000-08:00

2010 it is now. A new year, new school, new friends and of course new everything. School has started and it has already been one week. One week gone by so fast that things started changing in a blink of an eye. Everything doesn't seems like it is in 2009. A great example would be my secondary friends. What happen to most of them? I don't know. Some I know has started schooling just like me too, but what happen to the others? Why isn't there any news at all? No news, no phonecalls, no messages, no nothing. Why? Come on guys, what happen to the "kecorable" us in secondary school times? Doesn't mean we can't contact each other eversince we got on our separated ways in ite right? I heard that most of you guys are not schooling, even worst decide to drop out. Gosh, why is this happening? Just when I was watching the videos of us during secondary school times, I started laughing. Then, I realise that I really miss you guys so much. Really... Will we ever gonna meet again? Will we ever gonna go out together like we used to in secondary moments? Are we ever gonna be that HAVOCK when we're together outside? Or are we just gonna forget one another after getting to know new friends? Come on 4/9, think... Don't ruin our great memories. I love you guys, each and everyone of you equally. And I'll definitely try my best just to plan some outings together although I know some of you can't make it. And also make you guys realise that we are still classmates although we know we've gone our separated ways.

To bestie ;
Hope you're reading this. I'm glad you went to Reena's blog and accidentally read that post. Yet I'm here to apologise that I didn't know what was going on in your life since you've told me. Why didn't you tell me earlier? I got so carried away that I went pissed off with you. At first, you went swearing at me, scolding me for no reasons and that made me feel off. Then, you didn't talk to me that much in school. You were just so different. When it was time to go home, you didn't wanna wait for the bus with me, you took your stuff and you went off telling me you were lazy to wait for the bus. After all those stuff you did to me in one day, made me go home and think what has happened to you? What has gotten into you lately that made you do that? You never once did that to me, but then all of sudden this? Then when I was home, I kept thinking... How am I gonna face you the next day? Are you gonna do all that to me again? I mean like, I have feelings too you know? I don't mind all this but when things get overboard or maybe messed up, I will tend to hate it. I told Reena about this, I shared all this with her cause there's no one else to sit and hear except for her. I was hoping you would realise your own mistakes but it took you awhile. After you've read Reena's blog, you texted me.. Telling me you wanna talk things out nicely. And we did. Then the following morning, you told me what happened. What happen that made you got too carried away. Sorry if I didn't understand it in the first place. And sorry if I were to add on more problems to you. But you must remember too bestie, I have feelings too. I did alot for you, so please... Even if you decide to go on your path one day, don't ever forget me.

To Granny;
Just to let everything out granny. I'm not trying to say anything but.. I'm just curious, why is it always me granny? Why am I always the one that you scold? Why am I the one that always make you angry? Why am I always the one that cause problem to you? This morning, adek told me that you scolded me behind my back yesterday. Yesterday I went to your house, my intention was to just take the lauk and adek's bag then went off cause I'm gonna go out after that. Told you about it and your face was a lil' pissed, I don't know why? Then the next day, mum came to me and scolded me for making granny angry. That made me a lil' confuse. Then mum told me to ask adek what did granny said to her about me. Adek told me that nenek say something like
"What the hell. What kind of grand daughter I have. Come here just to take money from us."
Then she stop. I was pissed, really. This isn't the first time she does this. Last time you called me names nek, you called me "kepale batu". Why? Why nek? You made me cry, and it hurts you know nek? I just don't get it why am i always the one that got it from you? What about abang? Have you ever talked behind his back like what you did to me too? I never heard anything about it before. Does this means that you love abang more than me? Even if you do, you don't have to talk behind my back nek. How i wish i could tell you how i feel. How i wish you would know how i feel. Eventhough you're angry, do you have to call me names? Nek, do you know that I love you? I love you till I wished that you were my mum last time. I love you till I kept thinking what if you have passed away? Who's there to love me more, like last time.. When I was small, you are the one who took care of me. Why do you hate me so much? I don't even know if you hate me or not but you don't have to do all this. It does hurt to be a grown up teenager. Unnecessary things always stops by. When can all this stop? The same things keep happening to me, only that it comes and go. Please nek, if only I could read your mind... And just know what is it that you want from me just to make you happy. Cause I realise, most of the time its my brother that makes you smile.

2009-12-25T23:23:00.000-08:00

2009 is coming to an end soon. Then it'll be 2010. New year, new stories, new future, new friends, new everything... Time flies really fast, i mean really. Gosh, those pictures makes me flash back all those sweetest memory we've been through together. Those ups and downs. All the stupid jokes, games and aalso activities. Everything just seems to passby so fast, in a blink of an eye and here we are now ready to know which ITE we're going to. Still remembering the times when we're just in secondary one. Those "alamak, why i choose this school" times, those "eee, klaka nye my uniform" times and also those regretting moments. Oh well, i guess we didn't regret everything at all right now. Right guys? Haha. Though, i hope everyone that i've invited can come to the bbq this upcoming Monday which is on the 28. Do msg me if you wanna come :D

Dearest bestie, two years of togetherness was "wow" indeed. I appreciate having a friend like you. I didn't realise that we're being good friends for already two years, it seems like more than just simple two years. I don't know why, maybe its because we spent most of our time together. Going through ups and downs with you was great. Going through all our stupid mistakes together was great. I still remember the times when you needed me cause you were so stressed out about the exam and also that stupid girl. I'm glad i could be there for you to accompany you. All the outing with you was crazy! Just the two of us is already equal to ten people. The noise and fun with you was uniquely memorable. So please bestie, do remember me cause im sure i'll remember you.

Oh Franciska! Four years and look at us. Haha, didn't thought having a friend like you would be great! All those laughing, laughing and laughing moments with you won't end. Four years of pure experience with you was awesome. Although we do fight and all, but we're doing well now. Smiles. I'm sure im gonna miss you badly eventhough we stay at the same place, like you say so.. I can call you anytime just to hug and then go home. Haha. I'm sure we'd still be in good terms eventhough we go on our separate ways in ITE. And i hope so. So do remember me cause im sure i'll remember your perfect boobs. WAKAKAKAKA! Joking.

Well, as for the others... Here's the thing I got for you,

I love you guys (:

Can't wait for 28 December 2009, can't wait to meet you guys.

2009-11-19T14:31:00.001-08:00

Hello.

I'm bored at home right now. No work, no nothing. Gosh, I really need to go find some job man.
Anyway, it's been so long since I've updated my blog. Been busy with work recently, yeah. Sigh. Prom night and Hari Raya Haji is next week. I can't wait man. I haven't got any dress yet though. I don't know. I can't wait to meet my friends then my cousins. Miss them like ton loads. Oh well, it's raining, heavily since just now. My room is in a mess, I'm in a mess. It's already 2:25pm and I haven't took my bath yet. Haha, I mean really. Don't feel like bathing anyway though. Just feel like rotting at home for one whole day. Oh yeah, that would be a great idea. Damn I'm still sleepy. *Yawns. Oh well?

I'm going out this Saturday with dearest, I don't know where he's bringing me but I hope it turn out well. Cause damn I'm gonna meet his bunch of friends. Then Sunday! Pay come and then SHOPPPIIINNNGG! I'll be going out with mummy! To Bugis maybe? Yeah...

Bye suckers.

2009-10-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

LIKE NO OTHER

I can't sleep, I can't sleep!
Its already 5:37am and I'm not asleep.
Working at 4pm tomorrow with best bud.
Browsing through facebook and saw that lovely picture at the top.
Isn't it lovely? -_-
Okay, it is.
So yeah, honestly... I miss you guys.
When are we gonna have another outing like this?
Please say at the end of this year.
Gosh.

Oh come on guys! I miss you damn loads.
MAKE SOME NOISE PEOPLE?!

2009-10-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

YAY.

WORK STARTS TOMORROW.

2009-10-15T11:46:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOO! I LOVE MY BESTIE !

i love myself too (:

2009-10-12T19:28:00.000-07:00

I realise, you hate me alot. You don't have to say cause the way you show your reaction towards me, I can already see. Who am i to you? Can you answer that to me? Or maybe I already know what's your answer. But is this the way you want to treat me all the way? How about the others? Why don't you treat them just like me? I never see you did that so. I can say NEVER. It's always me. Am i that bad? Am i? Or maybe i am. That's why i deserve all this shits from you. You know what, if only I can tell you straight in the face that I hate you. Too bad i can't cause you're someone fucking special to me. YES, if only you can read this fucker. I'm sure you'll cry your lungs out. You never understand my feelings, not even once. You hurt me alot. Hey, people makes mistakes. Don't tell me you never did? You're such a impatient bugger. Yeah, impatient freak. Even she hates you for this, i can bet. Gosh! Hey c'mon I'm 16 already.. what more do you expect from me? I'm mature enough to think for myself you bugger. You don't have to tell me what to do. I can't wait to get out man. I don't wish to see your face anymore. Infact, i don't think i need you AT ALL. You can't even control your tantrum. Why must i be the punching bag? This is not the first nor the second time. Its been alot of times yknow? But i dont think you realise it. You called me names, scold me for what i DIDN'T do, scold me for such little stuffs. Oh god, help me lah.. For goodness sake, why is my life like this? I dont know what to say. What happen to the old us? Why are you acting this way? Can't you just forgive and forget the past? Is it that hard for you? You dumbass. You make me angry, but all i can do is keep it to myself. Thats all. My friends cant do anything about it, not even my bestie. Sigh. You say stuffs that i don't like to hear. You think that doesn't hurt me? You think you're the only one thats hurt badly inside? Then think, what about those words... I know you didn't mean it cause you're angry but what if you do? Don't you think I'm hurt too? I know it'll hurt just for awhile but I don't think i'll forget about it. Not at all, all this hurtful memories will forever stay with me. Thanks alot, I'll always be here.. to be your punching bag, fucker.

2009-10-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

Raya 2009 was fun indeed (:

2009-10-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

Thanks guys, for the cake and celebration. ILY :D

2009-10-08T16:51:00.000-07:00

hey peepoos!

gosh, atlast! i'm done with n levels.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
wakakaka.

I feel so hypertanious todaayyy.
weewee, happy birthday to myself :D
and mostly thanks to bestie for the short trip just now.
ahahaha!

okay, tomorrow my lovely friends are bringing me out for some celebration i guess?
hope everything turns out fine, especially the weather.
today's weather was rather COLD.
yeahyeah.

anyway, to my NA friends..
thanks for the wishes.
and hope you guys do well on the last upcoming paper next week.
khekhekhe!

hope i have fun tomorrow :D

2009-09-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

Pasha is blazing hot.

Didn't attend school again, ass. Yeah, I don't know what's going on with me. -.- My attendance haven't been that greatful as all those years back then. As I'm starting to slack, again. Gosh, N levels resume next week. And why am I acting this way? I don't know. Okay, since I'm at home... I gotta go do some self studies man. Yeah, especially next week is MATH & SCIENCE.

So, I find it weird that raya is still on? Gosh, I serious don't feel like raya. Why? -.-

Having a back problem and it seriously hurts. I gotta get rid of it man. Whatever. Haven't been sleeping well lately. Sleeping time ran all over random timing. Haha, weird.

Damn, my blog is dead. Nobody reads it anymore, where are all my assholes? Gees, good times. Well, I hope that person don't paitao me again today. -.- As he did last week. If he does it again, I swear I'm gonna squeeze his nipples. WAKAKAKA!

Alesana - Apology (acoustic)

2009-09-29T00:43:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO, AZIZ ROOOOOOOOX. Abang sedare kuuuu yang singing, woooooooooooooooooo.

2009-09-26T13:42:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOO, F1 rock my socks.

Went out with nenek to F1. Thanks to her for inviting me along. I love you, wakakaka!
So, damn it was oh-so-hawt. The sound was like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooooooo!
LOL! Really, I can feel my eardrums vibrating. FAKEEEE ashraf. XD
Okay, matsallehs everywhere. WEEEE!

Bye

2009-09-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

With Luv, Alina. says:
jill!
ツJill says:
ALINAAA !!!

You have just sent a nudge.

ツJill says:
alina i have to confess to you something
With Luv, Alina. says:
haha tadi call nak aper?
asal?
whuts wrong?
ツJill says:

I MISS YOU ALINENEK !!
With Luv, Alina. says:
?
With Luv, Alina. writes:

ツJill says:
HAHAHAHAHA
I MISS YOU SIAH!
SUMPAH
SWEAR
SWEAR
SWEAR
SWEAR
SWEAR
SWEAR!!!
With Luv, Alina. says:
alalalalal
haha
tadi dtg skola?
ツJill says:
asal tak datang tadi?
With Luv, Alina. says:
sorrrry tak pegi
ngantok gilerrrrrr
tak tau buat aper pon lol
ツJill says:
hahahaha
takpe2.
aku pagi2 assembly je dah tengok class kau carik2 kau tau!

With Luv, Alina. says:
hehe ok takpe
bsok aku nye turn crk kau
jgn tk dtg plak eh!
ツJill says:
erm.
erm..
hehe.
erm..
ermmmm..

With Luv, Alina. says:
abeh nas dtg?
ツJill says:
datang!
With Luv, Alina. says:
nyahahhhaha oklah
bsok aku dtg k(:
ツJill says:
insya'allah aku datang.

With Luv, Alina. says:
haha kan kan kan!
tetek btol
tak dtg kene bagi aku duit raye
ツJill says:
ofcoz
With Luv, Alina. says:
muahahhhahahah
ツJill says:
okay set go
With Luv, Alina. says:
ok golek
ツJill says:
golek go go!
With Luv, Alina. says:
tdo wad tym?
ツJill says:
late
eh hows you and nas.
?
With Luv, Alina. says:
haha ok ajee
asal?
ツJill says:
tanye je..
dah lame tak lepak kan
mane tau gado ke pape!
risau tau aku nanti
XD
With Luv, Alina. says:
hehe takde lah. kite mane ader gadoh2 ni
tu semue bdk french fries je
hehe
ツJill says:
LOL !
french fries.
With Luv, Alina. says:
giggles
tadi tgk singapore idol?
ツJill says:
tak
With Luv, Alina. says:
alerrrh boriiing
haha FAIZAL ISA!!!!!!
ツJill says:
hot!
With Luv, Alina. says:
hahahahahah yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
ツJill says:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
With Luv, Alina. says:
i think i fall in luv w him at first sight?
hahahah mcm nak campak french fries sia pat alina
lol
ツJill says:
HAHAHA
LOL
stop it sak ngan french fries, prangai takmo beros jamban bleh?
With Luv, Alina. says:
hahahhah asal beros jamban niii?
beros gigi ah
ツJill says:
hahahaha
okay go ah
With Luv, Alina. says:
ok balek kampong
i nak tdo
nite nite
see u tmrr
ツJill says:
okay lah.
take care
bye u.
With Luv, Alina. says:
u
hehe
ツJill says:
hahaha

2009-09-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE ! :)

Selamat Hari Raye kepade semua manusia yang menyambot hari raye.
Fana disini, ingin meminta maaf kepade sume orang yang Fana penah buat salah.
Mintak maaf kalau terkasar bahase, tersilap kate, terbbl blakang, kanan, kiri, depan. XD
Harap korang maafkan Fana and halalkan lah makanan dan minomanku.

Woo, hello readers.

How are you people? Gees, I don't know why i feel so HYPER! Okay, so apparently.. I didn't go to school today. Was damn tired indeed. SO! How was your Hari Raye celebration? :D I know mine was fine. Haha! Anyway, I won't say much as I'll just post the pictures.

First Day of Raya

Second Day of Raya.

2009-09-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

James Morrison is hot, okay bye.

2009-09-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hello readers.

As usual, its been awhile. N level's what do you expect. So, I've been busy studying lately. Gosh, never thought N levels would be so weird and all stressed up. Anyway, 3 more days to raya. The best part is, I don't even feel like raya-ing this year. Due to N levels, AGAIN? Duh, it's like pulling the mood down. So, currently finding some online games to entertain myself from this boredom while watching American Got Talent. Uh yeah, yeah yeah uh yeah uh yeah hahahahahshashhehehehehe.

Maah~

he's got talent, uuulala ~~

2009-09-08T21:18:00.000-07:00

Damn, I freaking screwed up the first day of N levels and I was late for the second paper. What's going on with me? C'mon Fana, WAKE UP WAKE UP. This isn't normal paper, this is N LEVELS! Gaaahhh. Okay2, lets not stress myself up. SHHHHH~

So having English paper tomorrow. I really got to do well for paper one and two due to some stupid mistakes. Sigh

Meeting the cousins this coming Saturday and I can't wait. Gees, I swear I miss them.

One month to my day, weeeee ~

2009-09-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

Okay, I had fun. :D
Take care.

2009-09-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINEK [:

Wee, yesterday was indeed very fun. Haha, went out with my buddy and obviously the birthday girl. We actually plan to treat Alinek at Vivo but the plan timing ruined. Haha, on the way to Vivo in bus188, dah sudah azan. And all we had is bubble gum to break our fast. LOL, then we decide to go down at I don't know where. Haha, we ate there. And luckily the food was nice. Gees. After we break our fast, we went off to ION. And wow, hell it was big. Haha, okay shh.

Woke up at 2.30pm today. Damn I was tired. Wake up je kene sidai baju, ala. Haha, then cleaned up my room. TAADDAAAA ~ (:

Okay bye.

2009-08-31T12:45:00.000-07:00

Hilton Hotel, Grand Ballroom.

Prom night? I can't believe I'm actually going. I mean like, ohmygod right? Dresses. Ballroom dancing. High heels. Gosh, 25 November. Hmm, still got a lot more days to think of the dress and all. Yet I'm so stressed up now. Haha, apa dah Fana!

Kay, so today is Teachers' Day Celebration. To all teachers, Happy Teachers' Day. Especially to my lovely makcik who is a teacher. Haha :D

fkiasdfkjasngtbye

2009-08-28T00:56:00.000-07:00

You have just sent a nudge.

Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
yes baby
?Jill says:
hahaha, ape baby2 haaa.
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahah
?Jill says:
just now you never go school?
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
why u nudge me syg?
yea baby
u also right dear?
?Jill says:
oh, you puase tak syg?
yes lah dear, macam mane u tau.
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
oh darling i uzur syg
?Jill says:
alahai, u spy i eh..
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
biase la u
ah la u ni uat i malu je
hehe
?Jill says:
alahai...
takmo malu!
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahaha
?Jill says:
hehehe.
XD
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
u ni siak btol ah
u nye gambar sexy ah
lokang besar ah
?Jill says:
u jangan ah, u siak2 i nanti siak u baru tau..
alah!
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahahahahaha !!
?Jill says:
jangan lah tengok.
malu i.
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
u ni memang cb sia!!
?Jill says:
u nye gambar lagi sexyy..
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahaha
?Jill says:
hahahahahah!
bogel !
HAAHHA
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahaha !!
i mane ade letak gambar
hahaha tapi sexy kan?
hahaha
?Jill says:
tu pasal ah... tu u punye msn dp bogel kan.
sexy seh u.
alamak u..
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahaha !!
?Jill says:
nak dekat buke lah
brb ah u
nak makan ah u..
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
ok syg
?Jill says:
u nak suap kan ke?
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
ok syg
?Jill says:
hahahahah!
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
tkle ah
nnti u steam
?Jill says:
ala u ni, takpe lah...
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
ok
?Jill says:
nanti lepas makan kite continue kay syg.
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
ok darling
?Jill says:
HAHAHA
DIAM LAH FRANS!
gile.
kkay
bye
Frans - Ciska Belo. : [ its all over, ] says:
hahaha !!!
bye

Aha, okay bye.

2009-08-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

Hello readers.

Well, see that kiddo's passport? Dad just showed me and somehow I find it like "wow"? Yeah, there's such people exist in this world? Gees, I wanna meet this guy! Anyway, fasting has started though. To all Muslims, Selamat Berpuasa. So today's school was boring indeed. Only two teachers turned up for overall school lessons. Meaning, only 3 periods of studying. What is going on with the teachers nowadays? N levels are near and yet they're absent? Gosh~

Bye.

2009-08-17T21:21:00.000-07:00

Well apparently I was bored. So i asked ALINEEE to play games with me. And yeah we did. We played jigsaw. Haha! I get to snap most of the pieces. So school was so "prelims". Gosh, had english paper today and I must say, paper 2 was kind of hard. Yeah, but I managed to finish it. Oh well, tomorrow is English Listening Compre~

Piece of shit, gotta go dig my ear now.

2009-08-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

jengJENGjeng

First time of my life National Day 2009 was a blast! Although I was just with TWO lovely friends of mine, its still a great day. Haha, simply love them. So went to Boat Quay and slacked there for time being waiting for the fireworks. Walked and damn it was super crowded. Gees, then Ika had to go off due to some problems. So left the three of us. Yeah, then at around 8 the fireworks were off! Haha, the three of us shouted like mad people. Luckily we found the place where there's no one. The best part is we get to see the fireworks right infront of us. It was super lovely indeed. After the fireworks, we didn't do much except slacked at Clementi. Oh well, can't say much more, so i guess that's it.

Bye readers.

2009-08-09T13:28:00.000-07:00

Yay, Happy Birthday Singapore!

Was bored, nothing to do while waiting for the time to past ... Me and adek drew that alien. BOOHOO~ Why is the time going so slow when you damn bored? And why is the this going so fast when you're having fun? -.- Damn, this is life. Going out soon! To marina, to catch today's fireworks. Gees :D Will be out with my fellow friends, uhuh. Hope everything turns out fine. Especially I'm having some stupid stomach ache. Ass, hope it isn't freaking diarrhoea.

Oh well, I love you readers. Bye (:

2009-08-07T12:34:00.001-07:00

Okay so today was like amazing. Really, haha! School isn't as per normal though. As usual, National Day celebration at school. Red and white, yeah.

So, finally, I got a pic with Eugene Tay! Oh gosh~ He's so, hot. Really, he is.

So, after school went to WCC and slacked with my fellow friends. Gosh they are loved man, they made my day like there's no tomorrow. Really, like no tomorrow. Well, I don't know why I'm so tired today. Haiya!

Well, I don't know if all of you knows about this but...
On August 7th 2009, (which is today)
At 34 minutes and 56 seconds past 12,
the time and date will read as

12:34:56 07/08/09
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

This won't happen again for another thousand years!
Oh well, it just happened.

Bye!

2009-07-20T16:15:00.000-07:00

18 July 2009.
Blk 520, West Coast.
Darat Nanas & Sri Mararani.

2009-07-17T21:01:00.000-07:00

Boohoo~
New wallpaper of mine, yeah.
I'm bored, currently listening to radio, 98.7fm.
Yeah, top 20 countdown though.
I feel fat somehow.
Oh well, I just ate.
Hmm, school is so fun.
I just don't know why but it's fun.

Kay people, bye.

2009-07-16T06:47:00.001-07:00

Boohoo!
Hubert's creative work during EBS lesson.
Haha, he draw it so simple yet nice.
Time for school, BYE!

2009-07-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

In school right now.
Bored.
Having CPA lesson.
Teacher's voice, so sharp and noisy.
Boys talking here and there.
Hubert's voice, Kelvin's voice.
Noise everywhere.
No peace, listening to song.
I'm talking nonsense, I know.
Boo.
I miss eggface and also Mady.
Franciska's laughing on the right side.
Desiree's typing sound on the left side.
Mr Wahab and Ms Yong, people here, people there.
Gotta do work now, bye people.

2009-07-07T17:41:00.000-07:00

I hate life.

Today's school was fun indeed. Maybe it's because of the lesson, haha. The weather has been raining for the pass three days and it's scary. I don't really know why, yeah. But I just love the wind, especially when it's time for sleep. Uhuh, so.. I'm getting bored. N level's are coming, prelims is near and oral is this month. Everything seems so fast. I mean like seriously. Soon or later, you'll know its already 2010. Well, too bad.

Jom ah jom, ahhhh... Jom ah.

2009-07-06T22:01:00.000-07:00

Today was FUN.
Went out with MIRRA and ALFI.
Met them at YISHUN then slacked.
Then meet, SU?
After that, walk walk walk..
Then stand in the middle, block people's way.
Then Alfi keep kicking my leg.
Then stand again, bored.
Waited for mirra's friend, don't know who.
But I know they wasted my time standing and waiting.
But it's okay, my motive was to meet Mirra and Alfi.
Okay, best.
Hope to meet Mirra soon.
I want some pictures, mirraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~~

2009-07-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

And today,
At home, rot like a effing swine. Yeah, I was bored. Really bored, haha. Infact the picture tells that I'm bored. Just look at my hairdo. Too bad?

2009-07-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

Saturday.

Saturday was fun too. Went out with my family to Vivo City to catch Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen. I must say, its was FUN! Gosh, can't deny but Megan Fox is hot. HOHOHO!

2009-07-05T22:04:00.000-07:00

Friday night.

Boohoo, I love my cousin... Really!
Went out with them on Friday night, can't say much about the day but I enjoyed it alot.
Kakak is missing in the pictures, rawr.

2009-07-02T23:16:00.000-07:00

KAU CUME TAU NAK PENTING KAN DIRI JE !
Gile punye orang, chibai ah.

2009-06-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

Goodmorning readers.

Waaahhh, I miss blogging. Haha! Anyway, life has been great recently. Really great, LOL. Today is Friday, two more days to a new semester. Can't wait for Monday cause I really really miss my classmates. Gosh, one month tak jumpe, boleh mati oi! Haiya. So yeah, one month at home, rotting. It's been such a lifetime experience. HAHA! I mean, seriously. Classmates started working during the holidays, maybe that's why I'm at home rotting. And my mom said I'm round after one month at home.

So yesterday went to West Coast Plaza for some treat with mum and dad. Mum wanted to eat at the ThaiExpress but we went to BBQ Chicken instead. Yeah, the chicken was okay, nice.

Ahkay lah, bye.

2009-06-20T10:48:00.000-07:00

Oh weee, atlast after so long.. I got to watch them play again, really miss them. :D

2009-06-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

NO ONE STEALS HER MAN WHORE GOT IT!

Boohoo. I miss blogging, taaaahhhh ~ So, currently getting bored of computer so that explains why I don't blog much anymore. June holidays is not that fun.

Ya.